28.1.1976


After today, I have no work to do. It’s an unbelievable and almost novel feeling; to be able to go to my room and say “what shall I do now?” I could practice with my flail; or read some Marxist theory; or listen to some music; or put on some Python; or write something…..the list could go on.

Somehow I feel that I have mastered some of my baser sexual instincts. I want something more than gratification of the sexual urge: a Platonic based relationship, with the necessary amount of sex…. But let’s get the priorities right: The Party, study and then the opposite sex. I only have to take it easy for the next couple of years – summer holidays excepted.

Engels writes a lot of sense and the translation is an excellently well written one. I can really enjoy reading it.

Bit short of ideas:stop

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