Friday 9 July 1976 suffer

Didn’t see Susan in the evening – I would have like to, but I don’t want our relationship to suffer because of over-exposure....sounds like camera pedantry, I know, but the phrase is appropriate.

I still can only describe my feeling for her as a sort of assuring and comforting glow deep down somewhere, or to put it the other way there is the absence of the dull empty feeling. She is refined and intelligent which holds great attraction for me. She is sort of sugary and possesses a degree of naivety that keeps me interested; cuddly in both physical and mental sense.